...too much inside...

moving...

2006-08-18T02:54:00.000-07:00

tralalala... I love this blogskin, so I decided to keep it, but move it to this blog for safe-keeping. It still belongs to me, so the ownership tag is still there.

Love you Yvonne!

Go check out my present blog!

just in case

2006-08-13T05:03:00.000-07:00

my new blog is www.charismatical.blogspot.com

I've had it for some time already, just didn't update here. hee...

anyway, tag me. and i was considering deleting this blog but... Nah.

see you at the other side!

LOVE

2006-04-07T23:05:00.000-07:00

can you LOOK at this! LOOK, i say!

can you beat that?! huh?! NO!

guess who made it? duh. YVONNE! like what other genius could?

*picture courtesy of devianart user

... dance?

2006-02-28T23:11:00.000-08:00

yeah... im updating again.

did i ever mention that my school's lower secondarys are takin part in NDP 2006?

oh yeah.

we're- wait for it- TAP DANCING!

yup. today we had the first session. Vi loved the cheographer's outfit. lol. it was quite fun, we were all so high. the sec ones were more... shy.

we broke up into two, or three sections once and awhile. and then random students would keep coming over to the side to drink from the water point. it's really irritating.

yeah.

ok. i dont know how to blog. why did i even try?

going to update my fics instead.

tata~

you'd better believe it

2006-02-23T22:32:00.000-08:00

Yvonne tells me that blogging is a wonderous experience that i should really make a habit of; it improves your english; helps others understand you; and best of all: advertise your fictions.

or something like that. (no offense, Yvonne!:P)

oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE!

sigh... it is within these six days that i am older that you... i must treasure it.

okok, check out my fictions at www.fictionpress.com/~violetctm. or did i post this already? and im startin to write bleach fanfictions: www.fanfiction.net/~violetctm.

yup. excellent. im thinking of changing my blogskin. not that i really care; it's not like anybody reads my blog. but whenever i see this blog... it makes me dull you know? never mind. who am i talking to anyway? or typing...

never mind.

right now im bloggin more on my frens-linx site than here. dont know why. i think 'frens-linx' has a double meaning. as in, 1)my friends' blogs links, and 2)friends link each other, you know?

ok, im blabbering.

im pretty bored now, copying several pieces of music (LIKE FIVE) for my friends. so yeah.

bleach rocks.

yeah.

God is the Lord of my life.

yeah.

oh yeah, i have this exchange student thing im March; both Vivian and I are gonna host the same girl. only as her school buddy. shes Christian! yay. im supposed to e-mail her, but frankly, what do you tell a stranger?

...says the girl typing in her blog which nobody reads.

but shes an active girl. basketball and stuff. and i have like, no stamina? at all.

and we have a 3.2km cross-country coming up.

DIE.

who invented cross-country anyway?

or, even better, exercising?

ah well. im going off to write my fictions. see ya.

exams and Junyang

2005-08-17T15:32:00.000-07:00

my most sincere apologies for not updating earlier.

anyway, today the 'Project Superstar' Junyang [he's gonna win,man] came to my school for, like, 20 minutes. but he couldn't perform coz he has throat infection. he was originally frm my school btw...

oh yea, there was this musical contest in my school for the sec3s, and there was this musical by class 304 that was like, extra awesome. they used the names frm 'Project Superstar' like Derrick, Chanel and such. It was cool. The plot was great, and the actors were brilliant[they're mostly frm the drama club]. the singing was great too. three particular actresses were marvellous: HUI MIN, CASSANDRA AND JUNE, you rawk!!!

and this week im havin exams. grrr. tmr i hav Literature test. im currently skipping my Malay class. im supposed to b @ e language centre now. LYT!!! dont like that lah...

to top it off, im coughing and my nose is running one minute and stuck the next. mostly its stuck. darn.

well, thats abt it. i hav to go write the next chapter of my fiction. go to www.fictionpress.com to check it out. if u can find it, that is.

CYA!

Friday 13th

2005-05-13T18:46:00.000-07:00

yeah yeah... i noe i havent been updating, but im here now. miracle, eh? nah, a few particular friends of mine reminded me tt i havent updated in, what? 2 mths? i dunno. theres nth 2 sae anyway.
oh yeah.
mark this historical moment. I, Charis Tan, has officially FAILED HER FIRST EXAMINATION. and a CHINESE one too.
i wonder why.
hey hey, i DID study, ok? i just couldnt remember. hmph. it wasnt tt easy,trust me. even though Vivian managed 2 get 47!!! sigh. how much did u get,Amanda?
i've started reading Artemis Fowl. it's not bad. im gonna borrow book 3 frm my cousin, Charmaine. Artemis shd definitely go wif Juliet.
tt reminds me.
im gonna see ALL MY BEAUTIFUL COUSINS this sunday 4 a late mothers' day celebration. i cant wait!
one more thing.
i'll like ta salute all mothers, especially my own mom & grannies, 4 raising all children, young or old, retarded or silly, and so forth. thx 4 lettin us hav a chance 2 live this life, no matter how scary or horrible.
tt was brilliant. i could be a poet. [yeah, right]
yvonne's movin ta clementi, which makes her nearer to me and it's easier 4 us to meet. woohoo!
im plannin on changin my blogskin... wadda ya think? i'll probably try it out on my testing-reality.blospot.com site, yeah?
also, i've started writing original fiction on fictionpress.com . havent finished my first chapter though. 1st chapter is dedicated 2 amanda & her desmond. unfortunately she doesnt like him anymore so tts a pity. however i've already began my chapter & im not plannin 2 stop. search 4 my author's profile; my author name is cherry2hil.
wow. i guess u can realli jus type aft awhile, huh? or mayb it's bcuz i leht so many lines. //snortz//
so ya happy now amanda? tag me at frens-linx.blogspot.com yeah?

yes... well

2005-04-03T14:59:00.000-07:00

ahem... yes, well... i know i havent been bloggin... and i admit, i've been plain lazy. as a number o my frens decided 2 inform mi o e importance o bloggin b4 tellin others 2, i hav blogged. HA. anyway... nth much @ all... my computer audio has spoiled. sigh... and can u believe it??? i hav AOL messenger but i cant use it coz theres NOBODY ta chat wif!!! dammit. and my MSN spoiled... sighz ah well gtg. til nxt time!

oops...

2005-03-01T18:11:00.000-08:00

well... i did it agn. lol. i din update did i? ah well. anywae, first off, i recently brought e best fren o yrs truly (yvonne, wif jasmine + lily) 2 watch [[HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE]]. tt is one awesome movie ppl, u MUST go watch. in fact, e 2 ppl i admire in mi class hav been persuaded ta wanna watch it... AMANDA AND WEI QING!!! WOOHOO!!! YOU GALS ROCK MAN!!! so do vivian, olive, chelsea, yanting(both), bettie, jingying, felicia... darn, cant sae EVERYONE. oh yea, also wishin mingyu gd luck in wadeva fe does in China... we'll miss ya. juz finished mi 1st common test. whew. oh-oh. gtg. will update agn. bb!

ahem

2005-01-25T18:10:00.000-08:00

yes... well. im quite enjoyin myself in school now... cept tt i havta sit wif tt jerk marcus. he's [unfortunately] goin out wif mi "younger sis" xue yao... vivian is mi lover... lol... j/k j/k... wan ying mi "sis" too. bettie mi mama; chun yung mi papa... mwahaha... oh yea, AMANDA: SORRI ABT BULLIN U. I DONT MEAN IT. BUT U'RE MEAN TA MI TOO... SUMTIMES. TAN YANTING: HAPPY BIRTHDAE!!! U'RE A GREAT FREN!!!
u must b wonderin who r all these ppl r. they're all mi new classmates. i realli enjoy their company... but o coz, i havent forgotten 6D.
[[IM STILL MISSIN U PPL!!! CANT WAIT TA MEET YA ON CNY @ NHPS!!!]]
oh well... tts abt it... im takin malay language as third language; & im in choir... couldnt get into Chinese cultural society... sighz... nth else... CYA!!!

wow

2005-01-15T14:19:00.000-08:00

well... @ least i've made a few frens in nhss 1/1... mi gd fren there is currently vivian : veri cute one... veri nice 2 bully [haha]veri beautiful ; gottanother one, bettie: oso veri cute & wacky, veri fun one, ; then got one veri pretty one, amanda: has a very gd actin skills, fellow 'bitch'[no offense], very fun; then got sum others.. anyway, yesterdae got stayover @ sch, orientation, much more fun then expected; then got campfire, oso got cheers, then everyone scream until no voice, cept e boys, so un-enthu... but e sleepin part was fun too; i talked 2 vivian, told her sum thins even u dont noe[mwahaha]
anyway, i still miss yvonne & everyone else... sighz... oso, sheena has been a great help throughout... realli thankful shes still in mi sch...
til nxt time....

oh well

2005-01-06T15:45:00.000-08:00

hmph... yr gonna hav to bear wif mi... stuid computer no fonts change thingy...sigh anyway, im in Nan Hua Sec now... damn it... its kinda boring...everyones so...good. sigh. anyway,im writin a bk now... mwahaha...oh well...til nxt time... btw, we're stayin over in e sch 4 sum blasted orientation... hmph...

sigh

2004-12-26T21:15:00.000-08:00

sorry 4 not updatin... i miss everyone... so damn freakin borin... i dunno why, I FELT LIKE CRYIN TODAY :o... wow... im, like, totally weird! aw man, im freakin out already!!! argh... I MISS U YVONNE; WENDY; CHARLENE; GUOYI; JASMINE; ANNING dammit all i even miss SERSHEEN. hmph. oh yea, theres this realli gd comic called 'perfect girl evolution', its realli gd... hilarious... but oni in chinese here in Singapore... sigh... thankfully u cant change cousins... oh yea!
MERRY CHRISTMAS

sigh...

2004-12-10T22:50:00.000-08:00

i miss my frens... their not online... or they dont answer... cruel... im tired... bored... restless... pooh... i think RAVEN must go wif BEASTBOY... & RON must go wif HERMIONE... & if i had mi way, NANCY wld go wif FRANK... im goin mad... gotta control myself... breathe in, breathe out... omg, i am mad... crazy... out o mi mind... argh!!!

boring...

2004-12-06T11:34:00.000-08:00

I. AM. BORED. theres absolutely nothin 2 do... argh, im gonna go nuts!!! this sucks...

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2004-11-24T16:44:00.000-08:00

sigh... i still cant believe it... i got 262 4 mi PSLE... same as ning... its pretty cool, mi & ning got e same 4 prelin too... haha... anywae, im gonna b goin 2 mi cuzen's hse 4 awhile... sleepover... i'll catch up... byez

jus a note:

2004-11-23T19:56:00.000-08:00

jus 2 sae, IM GONNA GET MI PSLE RESULTS TOMORROW!!!! im damned nervous... oh well, i'll inform u o wadeva results i obtain. cya

i cant believe this

2004-11-19T20:55:00.000-08:00

i've jus graduated frm primary school... cant believe it... all mi frens were cryin except 4 mi & a few... so sad... but hey, u gotta move on... sigh... aniwae, its so strange 2 not noe wads gonna happen nxt... i mean, i dont even noe wad school im goin 2... no results yet... im realli afraid i wont get into NHSS... sigh... aniwae, gtg ... i'll b back... cya...

...well...

2004-11-16T15:19:00.000-08:00

well... we lost. it was a close game, i guess... 13-7... last goal 5 points, i think... wads worse is tt e guys lost too... kinda makes sense, huh? whole class, losers, we always do tt... lose together...haha... & we lost 2 e same class too... talk bout teamwork... anyway, im not realli in a gd mood... i'll update soon, byez

darn...

2004-11-15T19:01:00.000-08:00

JUZ GREAT, jus so u noe, mi & some o mi frens r involved in our graduation performance, & its realli cool... we were actually supposed 2 sing, but we added in so many movements it became a dance... haha... aniwae, we got so caught up in rehearsing 4 e dance tt we forgot 2 practise 4 our inter-class games [we're doin' captain's ball]... & 2 top it off, we realized we were competing against e best class... dammit, huh? oh yea, its a pity those in e dance r in e inter-class games too... sigh... anywae, i'll tell u wad happened soon... byez

2004-10-30T05:51:00.000-07:00

HI!!!!!i jus returned frm school p6 camp. it was AWESOME! the instructors were ultra cool & taught us lotsa realli great cheers & songs. THANK YOU INSTRUCTORS!!!aniwae i juz wanted 2 tell u a part o mi camp: [this happened on e 2nd day] (THIS IS ORIGINALLY WRITTEN BY MI BESTEST FREN YVONNE, THANKS 4 LETTIN MI COPY & EDIT!) aniwae, it rained. den we cannot go rock climbing .everyone so disappointed.but we go hall play "nan hua's next top model". yvonne's grp dressed up zheng yuan as a girl.and they blew balloons to put under his shirt and made him a mini skirt with rubbish bags.4 my grp, we had a gal joey 2 go.den to most of our surprise valentino also kena chosen to be model lehh. den in e end all e models had to walk down e cat walk.to our surprise AGAIN, valentino blew flying kisses all over the place. at that time everyone went crazy and started screaming like shit. even those not in his grp like me & yvonne & anning . i mean, even if he was told to do so...noeing valen he wun do sucha thing. plus he walked down the catwalk wif so much confidence (though i bit rough and unladylike if u ask me) and blew four flying kisses.
den to our surprise AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
inst.elf came out with his shirt tied in sucha manner dat it looked like a bra and he rolled up his pants and covered dem in some short material. ultra elfie short skirt man!! plus he so trim really look good lehh..so cute norhh. everyone was screaming (esp guys) going "sexy sexy!!!"
den followed after him was inst.calvin who actually had his shirt off but tied some rubbish bags to his chest so it resembled some tube like thing. quite amazing.he also looks good man. whoo hoo!!!
this is now my personal account o e campfire night on e 2nd dae: each grp performed an event each, mi grp did a realli cute skit. yvonne's grp did an improved 'Gatsby' ad, anning(shes in yvonne's grp) had 2 b sumbodi's wife, which made valen fume.[haha] his reactions 2 her r alwaes written all over his face. e winnin grp was mun choon's grp, they did a hip-hop dance, realli hilarious. it was a great campfire.
sigh, it was great, now we noe so mani cheers, our class 6D is now declarin a yellin war on anione who saes bad stuff bout our class( or 4 no particular reason, actually) .
aniwae, gtg, i'll b updatin soon, probably when i go 2 watch 'Princess Diaries 2' wif mi beloved cuzens.luv u charmy & cheryl!
aniwae,CYA!

PSLE IS OVER!!!!!!

2004-10-18T21:08:00.000-07:00

actually PSLE has been over 4 quite awhile... jus didnt hav time 2 update :)... aniwae mi class is kinda busi wif playin games,'bonding' & goin on fieldtrips... oh yea, e guys in mi class hav got it in their heads 2 sing @ e back o e bus aft every fieldtrip... realli hilarious actually... hmmm... well not much now... i'll jus try 2 update when important stuff happen... im kinda nervous bout mi PSLE results... what if i dont get gd grades? i'll probably suffer 4 e rest o my life... sigh... oh well, goin 2 read a few fanfics... cya!

hi...

2004-09-09T18:06:00.000-07:00

hiya... im back... juz done wif mi prelims... now i've gotta concentrate on mi PSLE... now is e september holidaes... nothin much has happened... i'll update agn if anithin important happens... till then, CYA!

im baccckkkk!!!

2004-08-28T22:00:00.000-07:00

a whole lots been happenin'.... i'll update u next time... exams now... but due 2 a few 'situations' we kinda lost intrest in e bitches... well, next time!CYA

new layout

2004-08-05T22:16:00.000-07:00

hi! how doya like mi new layout? i chose it myself(obviously)... i oso finally learnt how 2 read html... at least a little :) ... im goin 2 mi cuz's hse later... nothin much... oh yea... here's wishin all Singaporeans a happy national day!!! :) cya!

!!!important!!!

2004-07-20T17:46:00.000-07:00

sorri... haven't been updating lately... i had a big fight wif mi best fren ( mi fren since 4 years)... i was in a bad mood & told her her new hairdo made her look like a bitch... she got realli mad & it totally scared mi... she didnt talk 2 mi 4 a realli long time... now we're fine agn... im realli glad... during e time she ignored mi, a few o mi frens still stayed wif mi... it felt good 2 still have frens wif u when yr best fren was mad @ u... but im realli relieved i finally hav all mi frens back agn... & i'll like 2 giv a BIG thanx 2 all mi frens 4 always bein there... you're not taken 4 granted @ all... THANK YOU!!! oso, 2 mi darlin cuzens... i noe you're always there 4 mi... luv ya! whew... thats it 4 now...cya!

... bitches & more...

2004-07-12T02:33:00.000-07:00

lately mi frens & i have been totally against a gal in school & her frens... she's a complete bitch... & 2 think she was once mi best fren... e gal's name is clara... sounds so bitchy yea... she oni has 1 fren actually, but she flirts so there's a few bois backin her up... damn it... but there r so many more gals on our side... & e bois in our class sometimes oso come as spectators... hmmm... need 2 think o more words & phrases 2 scold them... cya...

sorri....sorri....

2004-07-04T20:49:00.000-07:00

im soooo sorri 4 takin so long 2 update... i've been realli busi... right now im feelin realli depressed... its kinda like wakin up 2 reality... kinda queer feelin... but yesterdae @ 1 point i felt real good... like God had forgiven mi of everything... it felt great... well, mi cuz has put up our all hail e cuzens website... its realli cute... well, will update u next time... cya!

nothin' to say...

2004-06-26T07:36:00.000-07:00

Hello...nth much happened...my com burst. LITERALLY. Ok so now im at my cuz's house. Looking for a good blogskin coz this one sux. Hving quite a lotta fun, jus watched the videos taken in m'sia. It was rilli great... i'll be writin more regularly after this... have 2 go now... see ya!

black & white

2004-06-03T23:51:00.000-07:00

damn... feel so depressed 2dae... got mi period,sigh, but at least its b4 mi holidae in Malaysia wif mi cuzens... now here's a bit o mi problems and their 'black & white' ways i could feel...
BLACK: i feel so depressed... likes there's nothin in life 4 mi...
& mi frens like... i dunno... im clueless, remember? its like im all over e place...
WHITE: more stuff 2 do... jus gotta learn 2 take things in mi stride... hmmmm... i sound rather mature huh...
well, i've learnt so much from books, comics, tv shows, movies, i dunno wat 2 b animore... sigh, life juz ain't perfect....

my heart says:

2004-06-03T04:25:00.000-07:00

HI!!! my descriptsions r pretty depressing doncha think? tell ya a secret... this is e first time im doin a blog all by meself... and im completely clueless & confused on everythin'... sigh... guess i gotta run to mi cuzen for help again... oh well... im gonna try to pour mi heart into this online kinda diary... i'll try to keep it up!!! keep smilin' !!!!!!